fall on the way to kendall catwalk

gee, i wonder why this week feels so crappy

i wonder why this week feels like crap.

my cousin’s grandson takes his own life.

i recognize that i deeply experience emotions and sometimes blow people out of the water trying to express them. btw, i shared this with a friend. I shared the part about sometimes when i share deep emotions with a friend, i blow people out of the water. they replied, “ok, i got to go.” i can’t decide if that is so sad it’s funny or so funny it makes it sad.

someone obviously superior to me attempted to invalidate my writing style.

Mary sincerely questions one of my pillars of support.

Mary and I are acting like oil and water.

i’m glad this last week, meaning seven days, now appears in my rear view mirror. anyone care to promise me a better week this week?

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About bipolarsojourner

i have struggled with episodic depression for years. i then received a diagnosis of being bipolar, only to find out i didn’t. ends up my psychiatrist really meant to say that multiple bouts of depression are often best treated like bipolar. i had already started this blog as bipolar sojourner and didn't want to switch it over. i am documenting my journeys through my depression jungle.

4 thoughts on “gee, i wonder why this week feels so crappy

  1. nina

    I’m sorry about your cousin’s son. Your deep emotions have a great spring board that breaths new life and a broader perspective. Your humor is captivating. btw I looked up the meaning of captivating and yes it’s the correct word:)

    1. bipolarsojourner Post author

      consulting ye ol’ dictionary again, huh? 🙂 thanks for your kind words. i’ve never meet isiah and only met his mom a few times in family visits, but I have put a lot of energy in trying to make this situation right. isiah deserves they honor.


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