my good friend had to put his dog down yesterday. i’m in pain.
my good friend, whom i admire, who seemingly is in a solid marital relationship, kicked out her husband yesterday. i’m in pain.
unfortunately, my pain doesn’t come from the events; my pain comes from not feeling any pain. i feel numb to everything. i seem to have “a who gives a damn attitude”.
I want to feel pain i want to care. get me out of the hell hole i find myself in.